Adam Calhoun & Mesus ft. Tom MacDonald - "Mirrors" (Official Video)
[Intro: Adam Calhoun]
And I looked
And behold, a pale horse
And his name that set upon him was Death
And Hell followed with him
[Verse 1: Adam Calhoun]
You have a good depression, face goes blank, no expression
Dealin' with some demons, they aggressive
Lookin' at the gun on the dresser
Got a question, will these thoughts stop if I press it?
I don't really want to off myself
But I often sit and think, gotta shed a tear like a drop from a faucet
Need to talk to a shrink, walk with a priest
Wanna fight everybody when I walk down the street
Want a problem?
Fuck you your honor, never had a father
Made me crazy like a motherfucker
Came in swinging like Muhammed Ali
Frazier born in 1980, started rappin' way before I ever heard of Shady
I ain't even know white dudes rap
Thought you had to be black for that
Had to feel he started jackin' with the hat to match
I was rappin' way before I heard of Aftermath
[Pre-Chorus: Adam Calhoun]
I've been feelin' crazy but
I've been actin' like I got it all together
I've been down lately but
Maybe someday I'll get my act together
Made it through the bad weather
It was okay, but I had better
I don't like to look in mirrors
[Chorus: Adam Calhoun]
'Cause I don't like lookin' at my face
I don't look at my face
I don't look at my face
I don't look at my face
I see you lookin' at my face!
[Verse 2: Mesus]
Why so aggressive?
Say it with my chest, yeah so they get the message
I don't mean to text back if you just look away
'Fore I make your head spin like an exorcist
Bah, wakin' up from nightmares
Heart thumpin', God are you hearin' my prayers?
'Cause I hear the thunder and I don't really like mirrors
Someone stares back at me lookin' like my fears
The only one that I'm scared of us G-O-D
And the old me, drunk or OE
And I don't know if you're aware, but I've been slowly
Numbing my pains like a OD on codeine
Battlin' my demons like it's 106 and Park
Medication' sins with some gin, never healed my scar
Tryna end part-part of my heart with my art
But the dark feels like darts and I don't know where I should start
'Cause
[Pre-Chorus: Adam Calhoun]
I've been feelin' crazy but
I've been actin' like I got it all together
I've been down lately but
Maybe someday I'll get my act together
Made it through the bad weather
It was okay, but I had better
I don't like to look in mirrors
[Chorus: Adam Calhoun]
'Cause I don't like lookin' at my face
I don't look at my face
I don't look at my face
I don't look at my face
I see you lookin' at my face!
[Verse 3: Tom MacDonald]
I'm mentally unstable, unable to get a grip
That my guardian angel probably thinks I'm a piece of shit
Got a mountain of problems and I've been standin' on a cliff
Thinkin' maybe I should jump and tell everybody I tripped
Can't admit it, but I'm sick, the prescription pills that I get
Gettin' harder to swallow and I don't feel like I'm fixed
I'm slippin' further and further into the grip of a pit
I've been diggin' since I was nothin', a little six-year-old kid
Now I'm grown and I'm seein' ghosts
Of the man I used to be before I fell into this hole
Full of bones, I've been gettin' stoned
And it helped me cope with everything beautifully
But I wish I would've known bout the lows
I moved to the middle of nowhere
If I was you, wouldn't go there 'cause I just wanna be (by myself!)
Nothin' but some mountains and cold air
I got my dogs and I don't care and I did everything (by myself!)
I just wanna be in nature
Keep erasin' my entire legacy of everything and being famous
I'm not a celebrity, I'm a piece of paper
That I scribble my thoughts on when they feel dangerous
Fuck you, I can see it clear
You still want Hollywood now I wanna disappear
Everywhere I go I see people lookin' at me weird
Every time I see a mirror, I can't look at my face!
[Pre-Chorus: Adam Calhoun]
I've been feelin' crazy but
I've been actin' like I got it all together
I've been down lately but
Maybe someday I'll get my act together
Made it through the bad weather
It was okay, but I had better
I don't like to look in mirrors
[Chorus: Adam Calhoun]
'Cause I don't like lookin' at my face
I don't look at my face
I don't look at my face
I don't look at my face
I see you lookin' at my face!
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[Verse 1]
They burnin' the country down with their progressiveness
It started with changing what gender is
Then graduated to you’re racist if you think that your life matters and your skin don’t have melanin
They don’t want peace, they want skeletons
They want men to pretend that their feminine
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Twitter is angry that Trump isn’t dead, you know got shot? Innocent people
Thought y’all were tolerant? Thought we were equals? I thought you valued how everyone feels?
Then why are y'all celebrating an attempted assassination like you’re part of Antifa?
[Pre-Chorus]
Thank God the left can’t aim
Thank God the right don’t riot
Welcome to the home of the brave
Freedom ain’t afraid of violence
You wish he was dying
[Chorus]
Bitch you missed
Thank God the left can’t aim
Why can’t we just shoot straight?
Y’all are goin insane
Bitch you missed
There's no one else you can blame
Tried to lock him up in a cage
Now you tryna kill what you hate
Bitch you missed
[Verse 2]
Told us trust the science, but it never made sense to me
Why would we put all our trust in the enemy?
Millions of people are hooked on amphetamines, they’re making billions on untested remedies
Borders are open to people with felonies, Biden can’t stop ‘em, he don’t have the energy
Y’all wanna kill the man trying to fight for a better tomorrow by making him Kennedy?
I tried to give y’all a chance, like "maybe the left isn’t nuts", I was wrong
Y’all are exactly as crazy as every conservative person I know said you were all along
Wanna protest? Go hard
Wanna burn flags? Go off
But y’all are so triggered that you’re pulling triggers at presidents, y'all the terrorists when you’re armed
[Pre-Chorus]
Thank God the left can’t aim
Thank God the right don’t riot
Welcome to the home of the brave
Freedom ain’t afraid of violence
You wish he was dying
[Chorus]
Bitch you missed
Thank God the left can’t aim
Why can’t we just shoot straight?
Y’all are goin insane
Bitch you missed
There's no one else you can blame
Tried to lock him up in a cage
Now you tryna kill what you hate
Bitch you missed
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Tom MacDonald - "Heroes" (Official Video)
from the album Us Against The World
[Verse 1]
There's too many songs 'bout diamond teeth and gold chains
Too many rappers who still glorify gangs
There's way too many rhymes about codeine and women we like to bang
I just wanted to make a song to say thanks
Thank you to the cops who really tryna make the world a better place
Riskin' they lives to keep a man they never even met safe
They ain't tryna kill your kids or lock their father away
They got families who need food on they plates
And thank you to the firefighters, whenever I hеar sirens, I pray
It takes a special kind of man to run toward all thе flames
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They runnin' in while everybody runs away
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I'm enjoyin' my freedom, and I know freedom ain't free
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The ones holdin' the jobs that will damage your ego
The ones who do the most and in return they get zero
Screw what anyone says, y'all are heroes
[Chorus]
Everyday people
They know who they are, they aren't superstars
And they don't fight evil
They gotta do their hours with no superpowers
Everyday people
Don't always save the world, they don't get the girl
But y'all are heroes
Heroes
[Verse 2]
Too many songs about Xanax and faces covered with tattoos
And way too many asses on camera wit' rap dudes
Too much Gucci, Louis, Prada clothin' tryin' to brand you
I just wanted to make a song to say thank you
Thank you to the paramedics comin' at high speed in an ambulance
Tryna get someone to breathe at the scene of an accident
Covered in a stranger's blood and tryna bring 'em back again
Their stress level's always at a maximum
Thank you to the carpenters, mechanics, and the welders and plumbers
Y'all are building all the roofs that we're under
Swingin' hammers in the pourin' rain, the snow, and the summer
I hope you know that I appreciate your struggle
Thank you to the nurses and doctors fighting for everyone's lives
Y'all don't always find a cure, but I believe that you try
The guilt is seein' someone who you tried to save die
Don't let it haunt you, y'all bought 'em some time
And thank you to the priests and the pastors and the grocery store clerks
The ones who don't get thanked or paid enough for their work
Probably feel disrespected and I'm sure that it hurts
But let me tell you, y'all are heroes for sure
[Chorus]
Everyday people
They know who they are, they aren't superstars
And they don't fight evil
They gotta do their hours with no superpowers
Everyday people
Don't always save the world, they don't get the girl
But y'all are heroes
Heroes
[Bridge]
You don't need a mask and a cape
Don't lose sleep wonderin' if humanity's safe
Woah-oh, oh, woah-oh, oh
And you don't gotta fly to the moon
Don't need x-ray sight to see the hero in you
Woah-oh, oh, woah-oh, oh
[Chorus]
Everyday people
They know who they are, they aren't superstars
And they don't fight evil
They gotta do their hours with no superpowers
Everyday people
Don't always save the world, they don't get the girl
But y'all are heroes
Heroes
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