I Feel Like Taking A Drink 🍺 B R E W 💀 C I T Y $ Y N T H
LYRICS
I feel like taking a drink
As soon as one thing goes wrong
Or if it goes right
It doesn't matter to me
Either way, I'm still getting loaded tonight
Oh no, I'm slipping up again
I’m flipping out for nothing
Raging out of my head
Slamming shit around and punching the walls
I fucked my whole house up and I ain't taking phone calls
I feel like taking a drink
I feel like diving to the bottom of a bottle
And I can't swim so it don't make sense
But I don't give a shit with how bad the pain gets
I've felt this way before so I know it'll pass
So insecure I'd rather sink right to the bottom of this glass
I feel like taking a drink
For some reason smoking weed ain't even helping to cope
With all these thoughts I have so often of hanging ropes in my closet
I haven't even eaten today
I think I'm starving to death
I'm like a skeleton
I’ve got no muscle left
I feel like a wreck
My life's a mess and it's all my fault
And all that I can think about is barley hops and malt
I feel like taking a drink
What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's been 8 long weeks of valleys and peaks
And I can't see the sun now
Everything is bleak
I’m bummed out
I can't even breathe
I just need some rum
Now I feel like taking a drink
Or pulling a gun out and blowing my brains onto the walls
Watch it run down
This ain't fun now it's morbid
Suicide is too touchy
Well fuck me
Then I’ll bottle it up to keep you comfy
And mix it with this bottle of pills that I got from the doctor
He said if I didn’t mix it with vodka it would solve all my problems
If I take the right kinds at the right times and exercise
And eat the right foods instead of French fries
And don't get high
I’ve tried so many times but I still wanna die
I feel like taking a drink tonight
Either that or suicide would be fine with me
But I'll just go to sleep instead
So goodnight to everybody who's still on my feed
I might be depressed but this isn’t the part where my story ends
And I’m glad we’re still friends
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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Copyright Use On YouTube (For Tom's T R I G G E R E D Fanboys)
For the past few weeks I've been struggling deeply in my addiction recovery. There are several Tom MacDonald song's that literally saved my life during those dark times. So I made a lofi mix of his songs that help me when I'm struggling and posted it in hopes that it would help someone else. I listen to a lot of AA speakers and they say addicts can only help themselves through helping others. If these songs were saving MY life, then they damn sure could save someone else's life. Some of the songs are not on Tom's official Youtube channel, but he DOES allow people to use his copyrighted material on Youtube, so I was able to post them for people in need. I am shocked at the amount of comments I've been getting from people accusing me of trying to steal from Tom and I'm only doing this for views. I could give ZERO FUCKS about any of these views or subs. Everyone reading this, GO UNSUB FROM ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I DON'T CARE! This wasn't about subs, or money, or anything other than trying to help people so they don't kill themselves. So this is the last time I'm gonna waste my time trying to explain it to empty headed people. If you don't like that I posted the songs then stop making my channel bigger by watching and commenting. I didn't ask for any of these subs. If you would have read the video descriptions of the first Tom songs I posted you would have known exactly why I posted them. If you leave shitty comments about this then you're getting blocked from the channel. Like I said, ZERO FUCKS about subs so please leave. ALL OF YOU. I DONT NEED ANY OF YOU. And don't forget to dislike the video on your way out. Have a nice day.
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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D r i v e n B y T h e F l a m e s 🔥
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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[ M i l w a u k e e C a n n i b a l ] North Side Story
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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Moonlight Madness 🌜 [Dark Lofi Hip Hop Beat]
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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Dear Snowflakes 📝
I wrote this today for all the snowflakes in the comments talking shit and getting butthurt that I'm posting Tom MacDonald songs without ever reading the video description as to WHY I'm posting them. Eat a dick and have a nice day, but you'd probably like that cuz you're gayer than AIDS.
LYRICS
Dear Snowflakes,
I see you blowing up in the comments
Questioning my motives, why I’m posting these tracks
If you read the descriptions and took a look at the facts
Then you would see that I am only giving back
I’m trying to help you relax when you’re feeling depressed
And bring you back from the past when you’re standing on the ledge
I’m not trying to be Tom, I couldn’t be if I tried
I’m just a musician in recovery trying to prevent suicide
And if that triggers you, fine, you don’t need to subscribe
Why are you wasting your time? you should go find a life
Instead of fucking with mine cuz tons of folks online
Are losing focus feeling hopeless and they just wanna die
And maybe posting these songs will bring them back to the light
If you don’t like it you can eat a fucking dick you fucking cryass little bitches
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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NOW! That's What I Call MENTAL HEALTH [ V o l 1 ]
NOW! That's What I Call MENTAL HEALTH
A mix of songs for people struggling with mental illness and addiction. I hope it can help someone out there. I love you guys. 💚
TRACKLIST
0:00 Good News - Mac Miller
5:47 Broken - Seether
10:01 The Search - NF
13:25 Help Me - Johnny Cash
17:23 Hold On Be Strong - Tupac
21:23 Fallen - Upchurch ft Patty Lynn
24:45 The Brightside - Lil Peep
28:22 Pain Is So Close To Pleasure - Queen
32:38 RX (Medicate) - Theory
36:27 Everything's Gonna Be Alright - David Lee Murphy & Kenny Chesney
40:15 Falling Away From Me - KoRn
44:45 Slippin' - DMX
49:47 Man Overboard - Blink-182
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We Will Rock You Til I Collapse
I mashup of Queen and Eminem that I made back in the mid 2000s.
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We Want War 💪 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
We Want War
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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Me Against The Hurt 🙏(Tom MacDonald - Johnny Cash - Tupac)
A 2Pac, Johnny Cash & Tom MacDonald mashup song I made.
I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.
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Just Like Me 🙌 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
Just Like Me
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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Beautiful Day 🌤 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
Beautiful Day
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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Kristine Sixteen Diseases (CLERKS VIDEO)
I made this song back around 2009. It's about my friend's whore sister. Enjoy.
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R 3 C 0 V 3 R Y [ F u c k e d N S k r e w e d V e r s i o n ] TOM MACDONALD
#tommacdonald #darklofihiphop #lofimix #triggered #brainwashed #fakewoke #recovery #addiction #mentalillness #mentalhealth #ptsd #depression #anxiety #suicideawareness #mixcds
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T R 1 G G 3 R 3 D [ F u c k e d N S k r e w e d V e r s i o n ] TOM MACDONALD
#tommacdonald #darklofihiphop #lofimix #triggered #brainwashed #fakewoke #recovery #addiction #mentalillness #mentalhealth #ptsd #depression #anxiety #suicideawareness #mixcds
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t r i g g e r e d 🤡 [ T o m M a c D o n a l d M i x ]
t r i g g e r e d 🤡 [ T o m M a c D o n a l d M i x ]
T R A C K L I S T
0:00 Worthless
2:52 No Lives Matter
6:16 America
9:37 Us Against The World
13:37 Straight White Male
17:13 Clown World
20:52 Beautiful Day
23:26 Names
27:27 Buttholes
31:05 STFU
34:53 Dummies
38:05 Politically Incorrect
42:10 Hate Mail
45:05 Cancelled
50:36 Snowflakes
54:20 Just Like Me
57:45 Fake Woke
01:01:55 Hypocrites
01:05:20 Whiteboy
01:10:04 Brainwashed
01:14:04 Eminem
01:18:09 This House
01:21:33 The Way I Am
01:24:51 Bite My Tongue
01:27:46 Dear Slim
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We Want War [ F u c k e d N S k r e w e d ] TOM MACDONALD
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Dear Alcohol 🍺 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
Dear Alcohol
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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Goodtimes 🙌 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
Goodtimes
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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My Life Sucks 😢 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
My Life Sucks
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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Dear God 🙏 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
Dear God
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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Stay Alive 🙌 Tom MacDonald
I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys.
Stay Alive
Music by @Tom MacDonald
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