AWAKENED
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I have felt for most of my life that things were "off" somehow. I have always seen things differently than the average person; and have pretty much felt like the only member of the TIN FOIL HAT SOCIETY in my world, lol. People have, for the most part, chided me lovingly and placated me when it comes to my eraditc thoughts when I start to share my insights. My family (which consists of my grown daughters, old man, and a just a small handful of real deal friends) all listen to and believe most of what I share. At least all of them but the hubby. I struggle so badly with it though. They listen, share, and agree.. up to. a point. The bad thing is, I cannot seem to get them to realize the urgency that is now in place. We are running out of time: time for memories to be made, time to readjust our values, time to prep, time to SHARE GOD'S WORD... I have fallen more and more into non-existence, it seems. Daily, I notice things I have lost such as simple cognitive abilities; I used to win contests as a child when we would go away for scholastic meets in typing and computer skills back in the late 80's early 90's. That, plus the rest of my life since then, I have tickled the keys with my words. However, now I have developed something that to me resembles dyslexia. Only, it is when I type! I constantly have to back track simple words such as wall-I type wlal; or type-tpey. ? It's super frustrating. I have also grown full hermit status with my Agoraphobia. The only person who sees me on the daily is my best friend from high school. He is such a good placator when it comes to dealing with me and my "ways." For the most part. Since I had a back injury a few years ago, and had no way to do anything other than work online; I reverted heavily back into my research. So, of course, instead of being the social butterfly who was good humored, fun loving, adventure seeking, treasure hunter extraordinaire, biker babe who was always ready to hop on his back and explore the world; I became noise sensitive, frequency sensitive, serious and elusive, I am an HSP, have been all my life. Which means, these are all sides of me that have been there; just before now; I was able to keep them a little more quiet. Until recently, I just allowed all of this to drag me further down the depression train of acceptance and complacency. However, lately I have been thinking about how everything we are told of in our Instructions from Jesus Himself tells me time is short and reminds me of my duties as God's child where I must work my hardest to open as many eyes as possible against the delusions in place. I decided that it is not going to happen unless I get uncomfortable with myself and just start sharing as much as possible; regardless of the quality. Something is better than 100 almost finished videos sitting in my files for nobody else to see... So, I apologize for the quality and the fact that most will be others works. However the Truth gets out, I must do my part. I pray something from my channel might bring inspiration, intrigue, and help motivate others within their own journeys to share as well. In His Glory, all will happen as it should. Thanks for standing beside me as we don our Armor and fulfill prophecy as soldiers of God's Great Army! 10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. 11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; 19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel, 20 For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak. Eph. 6:10 -20