musical confessional *piano punk

whoever's watching me...thanks
aside from what i'm doing right now...
the dream inside my head manifesting, what would i do w/ it
if i could see it right in front of me (other than on the back of my eyelids)
it'd probably scare me enough to run away
i don't deserve you, go away
keep the bad all to analyze it into the ground
am i good enough for it?
eventually it always happens not that i blame them
i call it like the prophecy that it is
all i have to do is change the prophecy, but for whatever reason i don't want to
the reason for obsession, i guess
being lonely is an addiction in a lotta ways
purposely create friction in my life to be up all night, analyzing
i just need sumin w/ which to constantly be obsessing
sumin to feel guilty about enough to keep confessing
so predictable in ways i can't avoid
just for once...
if the dream dies, then i die
i cry when it does, i know that
i wouldn't know what to do w/out it, we are extra over here
what more could i possibly accomplish w/out it
can't really let this person go, cos it's uh who i am n shit
sometimes i hate myself but most of the time it's a lovefest
buffet, eating myself all day
talking to me about me, laughing at/with me about me
society can't wait to run away from the things inside them
who the hell do you think you are, ag
i can't even cross anything off a list, how could i help society better exist
very very ignorant
i haven't watched any of these videos yawl, sari
so i guess this plan backfired on me, majorly this time
very serious so true
saving the world vs. jerking off on stage
i really do wanna quit doing comedy right now
sex. race. sex. weed. sex. BORED!
beating this dead horse like society keeps handing me the billy club
so much i wanna say but what is the proper venue/art form
i perform in random parking lots a lot actually
maybe i should just get a pick up truck w/ a couch i can drag around
bored w/ so many things, i wanna switch it up
now's the time to say fuck it
i hope somebody shows up n listens to me hahahaha
maybe i'm just projecting
if you leave a comment, gimme yer all
always good to have feedback, no matter what kind
not scratching due to lice, promise
since bathing is a social norm...