Life goes on just outside my window. Whilst I merely rot and "exist" right next to it.

"Existing next to life" sums me up right now perfectly. It's still daylight (just dimming) in the UK yet I'm sat in my living room with blackout curtains pulled and a pair of hospital pyjamas on, staring at my laptop screen which the only source of light in the place. Although inaudible in the video, I can hear people laughing and joking right outside my window, kids playing and enjoying life, yet just "existing" right next to them...