Why I don't trust BigPharma

I realized the world was corrupt when I got rid of the pharmaceuticals in my life and I'd never been healthier. I'd spent my entire life in and out of hospital. I spent my high school years taking an oxygen tank to school and then I got sicker and sicker and sicker.

No-one in the medical industry ever asked about my life. Never.

They never saw inside my house, they never saw how toxic my lifestyle was.
We're going to a doctor to get a pill to be able to continue a toxic lifestyle.
I gave up on the pharmaceutical industries when I started bleeding out of everywhere, from the drug that I was supposed to be on for the rest of my life for emphysema.

I lost my voice, I was starting a new job, I was not in a good mental place, and I was bleeding out of my nose and out of my bum, and I couldn't stop coughing.
That would seemingly be a symptom of emphysema.
Except it was a symptom of the drug!

And anyone who has got emphysema or who is watching a patient with emphysema, would be thinking "oh, it's just the emphysema".
It was the fucking drug that was doing it.

So getting off pharmaceuticals and healing myself was the confirmation: "something's not right, something is very corrupt about the medical industry, the pharmaceutical industry, and what they're doing, and why I don't do vaccines anymore - I don't trust them!" Give me some reason to trust them - I don't.
I actually trust that the doctors who spent all that money - a lot of money learning, think that they've been taught everything that they need to know about treating patients. I don't think the doctors are deliberately corrupt - their information is corrupt. And their information is funded by the pharmaceutical industries.

Because of that, my brain wanted to know "what else was corrupt?"
Why is the government bombing other countries - why are we calling THEM (the other countries) terrorists... when we're the ones attacking them? We're the terrorists!

There's so much about this world that I think, once you unlock something, you unlock the possibilities of anything being possible - that the education system - everything that we've been taught is there to keep us as a slave, to keep us where they want us, to keep us under control.

There is good parts of it and there's the corrupt part of it.

Once you unlock that part of your mind and you no longer have trust in education, government, pharmaceuticals, yada, yada, yada, you are trusting the "conspiracy theorists" - which is just as dangerous - because not all the conspiracy theorists can be trusted either! Most of them can't be trusted!

They're all just as.. angry.. I guess.. as I was that I didn't get a healthy life until I was 39 years old after being diagnosed with all these things and watching them all disappear, after a lifetime of illness.

It's not just health conspiracies, which I'm already convinced of. There's more going on and as much as I want to be like everybody else and go y'know what... it is just what it is .. the governments will be governments .. pharmaceuticals will be pharmaceuticals .. just having an awareness of it and just go on with my life..

I can't help un-turning rocks.
I think there's way more than we get told.

DECEMBER 31, 2015

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