My biggest fear

My biggest fear is living alone and not having the faith to welcome a different world and not having the peace to say goodbye. My biggest fear is having lunch alone, having dinner alone, and trying hard to keep myself busy so as not to provoke sympathy from the waiters. My biggest fear is helping people because I don't know how to help myself. My biggest fear is wasting space in a double bed, not waking up during the worst rain, not falling asleep in the face of the mildest rain. My biggest fear is having to turn on the TV while I shower. My biggest fear is talking to the radio in traffic jam. My biggest fear is facing a weekend alone after listening to my co-workers' shows. My biggest fear is Monday and shutting up so I don't look weird and antisocial. My biggest fear is digging through the night to find a date and come back more single than before. My biggest fear is not being able to finish a beer on my own. My biggest fear is indecision when choosing a gift for myself. My biggest fear is the expectation of working out in the family, which doesn't even let me go wrong. My biggest fear is listening to a song, understanding the lyrics and missing a company to agree with me. My biggest fear is that the half of the face I catch with my hand will be convinced to leave with the half of the face I can't reach. My biggest fear is writing to not think.