Which Way?

Which way modern father?
Will you fight me for lighting up a cigarette?
In front of your daughter, in the suburb you built to shelter them from sin

but that's not going to work
that's not going to work
have you even taught yourself to code yet?

Which way western man?
your women are no longer with you until the end
and you're not sure you want to cajole them back out again

computing shattered illusions (on which we leant
and texting removed the alluring threat
leaving
a pale pleading collared neediness

I don't blame you for seeking pastures new
contending with the domination of sharia,
or seducing the BBC news
shattered glass (reigns down) everywhere
calls to the humanist in you
the colonial hunger from disowned father the inheritance you can't loose
now it's your turn to (make your) move

although I'm a true believer
it's hard to be stoked about late life monogamy
when you hit the wall that hard at 30
and want 50% each time you leave
this is the tip of the iceberg my namesake can perceive
subscribe to the onlyfans to know what I really mean

I wont mention the cathedral bells, or the gatekeepers admissions policy
the surrounding moat is wide and deep

but it'll be fine
it'll be fine
unless this is the end
unless this is the end
of an ancient lineage

Your second batch of children, have never seen you publicly sin,
never seen you angry like Jesus
never seen you win

you hid your Id, or is it your Id you Hyde too well
for them to learn to reign theirs in
now everyones alone in their own room
watching their own porn uwu again and again

the gamers dream of rising up, tribal violence, their stepmom or transitioning

roast em swiftly, taters and rottiserie,
boil em, mash em, stick em in a stew
if the don't support the state you stake your claim too

Poetic justic for us usual suspects
one more time and then I swear
I swear we'll have defeated violence forever

a word of advice though,
we're better at this than you
isn't that what you're always trying to prove?
you can't eat your cake and tell us to eat you too
alot to digest there

but it'll be fine
it'll be fine
unless this is the end
unless this is the end
of my ancient lineage

it'll be fine
it'll be fine
unless this is the end
unless this is the end
of my ancient lineage

cause I don't want a fishspeaker to warm me
I want to win a wife in ritual combat,
by the swiftness of my wits and the sharpness of my Khris knife

Lord knows I want to earn the pussy
it's about the journey
'Life is a highway'
my mother always sang to me

so which way special boy
there's no frontier that you can see,
(within easy reach)
there's nothing that you dare to be
but you can't bear to be seen, by your love like this in this place

Maybe Axl lied,
the line about sanity on Appetite,
and Julian was right
when he said that we were liars
FRACTAL IRONY THROUGH SPACETIME

"I just want to watch you go by"
is the lyrics that springs to mind
but later at least,
he admitted,
that that's just what singers do sometimes
******

I had a dream that you were preggers,
Ben Jarvis or maybe Connor MacGregor

You were tiny and huge
inscrutable eyes behind big black frames
searching, and (cold) astute

On all fours I crawled along beside you
as we passed under a primeval arch
that canopy of boughs and branches
the ones that bend down low
under the weight of decembers freezing rain and snow
behind your adolescent home

let's add an amber evening cascadia glow
life is strange pines rendered under powerlines
stretching from horizon to horizon
under God's own (accusing) sky

"What a tangled web we weave"
I weakly chuckle silently
as I gaze through the light of the sun through the trees

As usual I have until we can be een
and no reconcilling line comes to me

I only say goodbye so many times to hurt you
one more time before you go forever

"I just want to watch you go by:
is almost, almost always a lie
I always made mistakes, bad projections
with you I never lied
i just want you to know, about me you were right

but it'll be fine,
it'll be fine,
unless this is the end
unless this is the end of our ancient lineage

it'll be fine
it'll be fine
unless this is the end
unless this is the end
of our fledgling lineage

when an ethic inflates to negative utility,
it will be abandoned
first in silence by individuals,
than in a collective panic,
if it's a firesale of virtue
I'll bid the house on you

step into the warmth
step into the light
of a black friday sale
of your inheritance on fire

Join the eternal resistance or be burnt alive
This baptism will fix what's in you
only submission could cleanse that filthy mind
we've seen inside you
smh, yikes

terror of the mob,
or faith in God's crazy
an addicts sex cult higher power
on my darkest Days
it's all the same

but I know...

it'll be fine
it'll be fine
unless this is the end
unless this is the end of ancient lineages

it'll be fine
it'll be fine
unless this is the end
unless this is the end of ancient lineages
it'll be fine
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So tell me western man
which way do I go?
I don't trust the others
they hate us and tell us don't you know

if life is suffering
might as well fight a war
and for wars to work
you need to pick a side
or

have some children, get through your day
leave Nirvana to them
or genes will get to heaven someday

yeah it'll be fine
it'll be fine
happy birthday