this is how we deal with disappointment

not even a smidgeon...
no matter how many x i practice
if i didn't wanna kill myself i wouldn't be doin comedy
maybe i should pat myself on the back, multiple claps
doin what you're supposed to ain't gonna feel good most of the time
honest to the point that it's wreckless
documenting it all in my brain
better than me just sitting around not doing nothin
oooooh! (unexpected)