piano punk is the realest

i can't change the way that i am
spent a better part of my life fantasizing bout that very thing
maybe if i hadn't wasted time, right now wouldn't make so much sense
maybe i tell myself that so i don't have to feel real bad about it
already felt so bad most of my life
various reasons we don't have time to get into
what does anybody perceive anyway
what's goin on right now ain't nothin new for me
i think i have felt everything one could possibly feel under the sun, it's not fun
...but it is a way to live, can't imagine not living this way
always getting in the way of my enjoyment or ability to chill the fuck out
hyper analytical mode
not possible to fix myself so we gotta talk to the Lord
one cool thing about this, me and God are thisclose
won't forsake this experience cos it's difficult
cryin for the same reason they're lyin...gotta explain this one
it made sense but it also didn't make sense
gotta go get gas for fiona
oh shit...classic ag line
i went to sleep around 9ish
cbd knocks my ass out unexpectedly