this is the way it's always been

always breaking down, can't imagine not doin that
wouldn't know what to do w/ what was left
if i hadn't had to bring myself back up
i'm not ashamed of this
playing missing keys cos i'm that fuckin cool
i look at the world, so bewildered
apocalyptic mindset makes so much sense now
a lot more than i look like i'm struggling
really bad things get swept under the rug cos they don't look/sound good or make you feel good
disturbing chords for negative feelings
i can't do shit else but make art