Wounding Waters, Part 4: Fear of Intimacy with God 2 of 2

Wounding Waters, Part 4: Fear of Intimacy with God 2 of 2

October 31, 2013

"... transforming love for you. I heal the woundedness, the scars, the empty places that were once filled with joy but betrayed and lost forever. Deep, painful fissures in your souls that I pour the oil of joy into and bring you to fulfillment and overflowing with living waters of life that every thirsty soul you encounter may drink deeply of. But this will never happen if you avoid Me and believe the excuses and lies that the enemy has attempted to sabotage our relationship with.

"Do you have friends that are devastated by divorce? Those fissures of pain can be healed once and for all by My love if you are willing to seek Me until you find me, to enter into My rest and allow the oil of joy and gladness to penetrate deeply into the wounds.

"Are you sorrowing over the loss of a loved one who died a painful death from cancer? This fissure also can be healed and filled with understanding and love, so you may pour out this balm on other hurting souls.

"Are you confused and disappointed over your failures? Your dreams unfulfilled? And facing a bleak future with no purpose? Sit with Me. Allow My love to restore your hope. Allow Me to penetrate these dark and lonely places with My love and I will bring you up and out of it. I will lead you into life pastures with crystal springs and show you the destination of your dreams where all your gifts and talents and dreams will be manifested by My powerful grace working through you.

"I tell you the truth: there is no wound too deep, no dream too impossible, no life unattainable. I will bring you into the fullness of your life, doing the very things you were created for..."

"...and fulfilling your life beyond your wildest dreams. And best of all, I will be your constant companion. You will never feel alone again. I will never abandon you! And at the end of your life, the fireworks will go off as you ascend in My arms, into the most perfect place that I've created -- - just for you."

Again, beyond your wildest dreams. So, this is really what the Lord has in mind for us, Christians. This is what He wants in this intimate relationship. This is nothing to run from. This is something to rejoice over and run to and to take every measure in your life to protect your time and space with Him. And be faithful to do that every single day -- - whether you miss your time in the morning, do it in the evening. I mean, there are times that are unusual, where you'll miss this time with the Lord. But if you miss it in the morning, do it in the evening; if you miss it in the evening, do it in the morning. Make a way to be faithful to this. Nothing is impossible with the Lord.

No eye has seen, no ear has heard and it hath not entered into the human mind the things that He has in store for those who love Him. 1 Corinthians 2:9

So please, don't waste any more time in prayer and study that has become barren and not bringing you into deep, intimate communion with Him. Something's wrong with your methods if you're not getting any deeper with the Lord. And you know, I had to let go of all my ideas of how to pray and enter into that place with Him and I asked Him to show me, because I wasn't getting very far and I knew there was greater depth. So, I asked Him to do it through me -- - and He did.

We have so many preconceived ideas about how to pray. And if our methods are not bringing us any closer to God, it's time to lay it down before Him and say, "Lord, teach me how to pray and how to enter into Your presence, how to worship You." I do this frequently. In fact, just about every morning. I confess to Him that I don't know how to pray. "Lord, bring me into prayer and into intimate communion with You, the way You want me to come."

Let me tell you a little story. We have a remote, wilderness retreat where I would go fasting and praying up in the Sangre de Cristo Mountains about 9500 feet, only accessible by an extremely rough road. Horseback in the wintertime, and sometimes in the summertime, you can make it up in a vehicle. You're completely alone up there except for the bears and the cougars, the elk and the deer -- - and we've seen all of them on the property up there.

We lived there for five years, but we still go there to pray. (We have a little chapel up there.) One weekend I really had some issues that I didn't know; I just couldn't resolve. I couldn't get any peace about it, so I fasted and went up to the Mountain and I was worshiping and praying and doing everything I could think of to draw close to Him for about 12 hours. I thought, "Wow, the heavens are brass, what is going on here?" So finally, nothing was happening between the two of us and I thought to myself, "Maybe I'm being a little bit presumptuous thinking that just because I fast and come up to the Mountain, the Lord's going to speak to me. Maybe I'm just a little bit prideful and presumptuous. Or a LOT prideful and presumptuous..."

So, I repented and I told Him "Lord, I'm sorry. Just because I fast and come up to the Mountain doesn't mean that You have to speak to me. I'm really sorry. I don't know where my head's at. Please Lord, lead me into that sweet place with you." Would you believe that within ten minutes I was sailing in His arms? That's all He was waiting for, is my confession of weakness. "I'm too little. I don't know how to do it, Lord, do it through me." That's all it took and we were engulfed in His love and His beauty.

So, no matter how good -- --- - how many people tell you they do this, they do that, how wonderful their prayers are -- - it's really up to the Lord how He wants to bring you to Him. It's really up to Him. And I suggest that if your prayers are not fruitful and ending in the sweet, intimate union with Lord that you put aside the books and allow Him to lead you and enter into His rest where all things are possible.

If you have unresolved issues about the faith, He'll answer you. He'll lead you through the Scriptures and answer you. Do you have unresolved issues about your marriage? Or your children? He'll put your mind at complete peace and explain to you what He's doing. Do you desire a deeper knowledge of Him? He'll reveal Himself in ever deepening circles and infuse knowledge into your mind that the scholars don't have. Your belly will burst forth with living waters John 7:38 and you'll be a virtual Eden going through this world bringing refreshment everywhere you go.

Didn't He say, Come to me all of you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble of heart and you will find rest for your souls.

Matthew 11:28

So, enter into His rest. Drink deeply of the living waters and then go to this hurting and lost world and dispense what He's given to you to other hurting souls. This is the God of power and might but most of all He's the God of love and mercy. He will not condemn you for your sins and failures. The failures that have wounded you; the very things you can't forgive yourself for, He will pour His oil and wine upon your wounds and tenderly dress them with clean linens. Eventually all your ills will be brought to restoration.

This is the lover of our souls. He has nothing but good things to share with us. He will bring your insight into your failures and set the stage for new and wonderful learning experiences so that the delicate petals of your soul will unfold and spread the intoxicating presence of Christ; fragrance of Christ in your world. All He asks of you is that you seek Him until you find Him and that you turn your life over to Him and ask Him to change the things in you that are creating a barrier in union with Him. You'll be so inebriated in your relationship with Him that you'll be walking in Heaven more than you're walking on this Earth. Your life will be supernatural and filled with consolation.

He'll seek you out and He'll reveal His tender and vulnerable feelings for you, and His sorrows. You'll rejoice in being able to console Him. He will bring His sorrows to you. He will lay His head on your heart because it's a safe place for Him, because you love Him, because you're seeking to have a pure heart and you're cooperating with grace to have a pure heart. So many people don't care. He's so wounded by the indifference of man. So wounded that there's so much ungratefulness and when He finds a soul that loves Him with a pure love, He wants to spend time with that soul and when He's hurting, He wants to be with that soul. Just like our husbands want to be with us when they're hurting.

He loves you just the way you are. Unconditionally. He longs for one glance in His direction from you, even at the grocery store. He tells me, "Look at me once in a while. Think of me. Thank me." He looks forward to the day when you'll be united to Him forever. He looks forward to that and boy, the surprises He'll have for you!

Beloved, you have nothing to fear from divine intimacy and everything to look forward to. Don't lose another day. Ask Him to accomplish this in you and watch Him bring it forth without harsh measures, without impossible things that you can't do like fasting or maybe going up on a mountain somewhere. Without striving. Lay down the striving and enter into His rest. Without striving. Without effort. Allow Him to bring you into the Bridal Chamber.

Now, I'd be remiss with you if I didn't share some of the techniques that He's taught me. So, I'm going to do another short video on entering the Bridal Chamber and some of the things that He's shared with me to bring me into that close place.

God bless you.

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