No footage of people sick from covid exists outside of MSM

If you can find amateur footage from anyone on the face of the earth on Youtube or anywhere else that does not come from mainstream media, that is sick, dead or dying from covid please let me know because to this day i have not been able to find any. It does not exist. Which is surprising considering the millions dead and the millions more with smartphones and video cameras in their pockets.
And of course if there was such footage it would never be censored or removed because that is gold for a propaganda machine. A real person sick from the convid would be broadcast on every TV station throughout the known and unknown Universe.