so tired, i just wanna sleep like the rest of america

been obsessed w/ death my entire life
no choice but to be close to God due to obsession w/ death
the pointlessness of it all
world shits on you if you try to make it better
life is hard, amy
maybe the world was always killing itself
the world is killing itself at a rapid rate
alex has a brain tumor
way more proud of her and her sobriety
me & and alex miss being black out drunk
when you feel the fuck outta everything a black out sounds real good
i feel like i am in a blue out totally sober
don't wanna work/wait for what they want
$ is the last thing i want
understanding is $ to me