Transitioning isn't a cure. Hear the Whole Story.

3 years ago
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DETRANSITIONER MARITZA CUMMINGS
What is it like to be born in the wrong body? Where did this phenomenon come from? I will explain my view point and lived experience that I've been through for the past 38 years.

First, I lived as a lesbian for 22 years, then I transitioned and lived as a male transsexual for an additioonal 17 years.

I was born in Havana, Cuba. My mother was given a form of estrogen to prevent miscarriges. She was able to carry me to term but not without ramificatinos. I dealt with all sorts of health issues, stemming from Asthma to reproductive female issues. I had a deeper voice, bad menses, and a slew of emotional and neurological instabilities.

I was sexually molested from the age of 8 to the age of 12. I was socially awkward and did not fit in with other kids. I was mature for my age, and preferrd the company of adults over children in my age group. My parents were dysfunctional. My father was an abusive alcoholic and control freak; my mother was emotionally incapale of dealing with my demands --she was a very ill woman and was very spoiled by my grandmother.

I truly believe that many of our childhood traumas come back to haunt us as adults. Many unresolved emotional issues show themselves in various faucets of disassociation and grief, to the point we create poor coping skills to mask the real pain. I believe same-sex attraction stems from rejection, sexual abuse, and/or a mother or a father wound.

YouTube video, "Ritz Returns: The Journey":
https://youtu.be/C3F_55EAQDc

Transition Radio Show:
www.youtube.com/user/markangeloc

blogs:
Maritza Search For Truth
https://maritzacummingscorner.wordpress.com/

Transition Radio Show Blog:
https://transitionradio.blogspot.com/

Interesting articles Maritza has written:
https://maritzacummingscorner.wordpress.com/2021/01/23/no-fear-of-change-or-growth/

https://maritzacummingscorner.wordpress.com/2021/01/30/the-awareness/

https://maritzacummingscorner.wordpress.com/2021/02/28/transition-is-not-the-cure/

https://maritzacummingscorner.wordpress.com/2021/02/26/help-me-understand/

My Patreon account where people can read, "Maritza Return To Grace." I started writing this short story of my life, a miniature book if you will, during the Summer of 2019. If you really want to understand my life and story, this is where you will find your answers.
https://www.patreon.com/TransitionRadioShow
https://www.patreon.com/posts/maritza-return-46757552

Email Maritza at
transitionradioshow@gmail.com

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