Would you hug me during quarantine?

Koh pich ,phnom penh, cambodia.
Hello. I’m 세걷남 who traveling around the world.

I’m korean guy who exploring around the world.
I wanted to find what I really want to do with my life.
I found that the best way to find it is getting a lot of experience.
So I decided to travel around the world.
Since starting this long journey,
bad things and unexpected things keep happening one after another these days.
Recently I’m struggling with so tough time. I lost and feel like to almost die and lose everything.
I don’t know what I’m gonna do.
I’m so depressed. Especially I feel so lonely.

Actually, when I’m talking about doing this
Most of cambodian people think that this is good idea but nobody hugs you in public. because of different culture. Even Nobody has done this in Cambodia before.

Before doing this, I was afraid that nobody hugs me. it could make me feel more depressed. But I still wanted to try it. and my Cambodian friends told me that If you try it, we will help you. So I decided to do it!

and then actually amazing thing happen to me.
a lot of people hug me and they comfort me. I can’t believe it.
When they hugging me and speaking words of encouragement to me, unhappy memories and difficult times was flashing through my mind. The tears I was holding back erupted at last.
Actually, I always don't cry in front of anyone.
Because I have to be strong for my family.
I don't want my family to feel concern about me.
But at the moment I was crying uncontrollably.