This Guilt and Shame is Not From Me

MESSAGE TRANSCRIPT

Hello Family,

After finally overcoming the struggles and making peace with the three precious souls the Lord has entrusted to me here in the community. I found myself feeling so drained then I began to question my actions towards the ladies and wonder if I was doing the right thing in leadership. I knew what the Lord said, but I am prone to second guess myself as the enemy was replaying so many instances and experiences from my past. I came under some heavy condemnation and guilt that I just couldn’t shake off. Then to make matters worse the following morning during prayer in my readings the Lord was speaking about “the Law” and how He is the “Heart of the Law” and it’s not about works. Immediately I was overcome with thoughts that I had a critical spirit and even a religious spirit. That I should just give up trying to teach anyone anything and that all the things that have been said about me in the past were right.

As I came before the Lord saying,

Good monring Lord,
I come before you feeling so weary and even confused with the readings I got. Thank you for your kind words in the other readings, but I keep getting bombarded with thoughts Lord that I have a religious spirit, a critical spirit I should just give up or not correct anyone. It makes me want to just give up Lord. This role is difficult and I just want to make sure I am pleasing you alone. Please help me to sort out through this confusion and what is lies from the truth?

Jesus what’s on your heart?

Jesus began,

My beloved one did I not say we would be doing this together and have you come to me with the problems you have been facing with these souls or do you try to handle them on your own?

Well Lord, come to think of it I handle them on my own and then I tend to second guess myself as I feel I become scrupulous with my actions. Second guessing with every correction or admonishment I bring up of any kind. Maybe I am being too hard, maybe they are right in how they feel. It completely takes away my peace every time.

Jesus continued,

Well, beloved one those thoughts and suggestions are not from me if it takes away your peace. Remember even in my correction it may hurt, but it will bring you peace and assurance of my love. The devils know where to hit you the hardest and that is a soft spot for you since you have always severely been persecuted in your leadership roles. You see I used the word persecution because that is what it is beloved. The devils use people as instruments to stir up contention and resentment towards you. Many times its lying spirits that are sent out to lie to you, condemn you, and discourage you so that you do give up. Oh they have tried and tried with you to give up, but although you fall down you always get back up with My help. I have always been with you in all these things even when you didn’t recognize me. They are deathly afraid of your destiny my little one because you see its not you leading, but me living fully through you, leading the way that will lead many many souls to me. That is why the attacks against you are subtle, but so vicious and they will continue to get worse my beloved one. So I need you stand strong in me, confident in the position I placed you in and continue to lead souls with the inspiration of my spirit. Don’t doubt for a second that I am not with you or will allow you to go astray

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