Your Tears Are A River of Life

MESSAGE TRANSCRIPT

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The past couple of weeks for me I have been fighting wounds of rejection. Every week it seemed to be someone an old friend, family member, and even here in the community. I told a soul that I had noticed their attitude change towards me and it was hurtful. They seemed cold, indifferent and not wanting to be around me. I let them know I cared for them and I am here for them. It took a lot out of me to open up and share my feelings because I am not good at doing that however, the Lord continues to teach me purity and honesty even in my emotions. I thought we were okay after our conversation just to have nothing change and them seem more distant than before. So I felt the sting of rejection again just to get an email that same day from one of the young ladies who have been called to come with me to Ghana. She was suppose to be arriving here in two days and all of a sudden got cold feet. That she feels no longer called to come to the mountain by the Lord but he is telling her to wait after discerning with her family. This soul is really attached to her family and has been getting a lot of opposition from them resisting the call of God on her life. However, she didn’t discuss that with me and was such a surprise coming from her after investing so much to reassure and encourage her in this calling. Can I say sucker punch.

A sucker punch by the way guys is a term From Jesus given to Mother Clare in one of his messages how the demons set us up for an attack. The wait for the right moment then nail you with everything at once. So here I am trying to lick the wounds of rejection and discouragement from all the previous weeks and days just to get another sucker punch, I think this one was an upper cut guys. I found myself tired, disappointed, sad, discouraged and brooding over all these things. I felt like I wanted to give up all over again it just take so much out of you when expectations are dashed again.

So that morning I went to Blessed Mothers tree to pour out my heart to Jesus and cry it out again. Sometimes I feel like Jeremiah known as the weeping prophet but he actually weeped over the sins of nations here am I always weeping over self love. I am his weeping bride, Lord help me to get over myself. During prayer I decided to do a sanctifying rosary by using the imitation of Mary to get some direction from Blessed Mother what I needed to work on because my heart was not right and I wanted to get out of the cage of self pity.

One of the readings she gave me was “How to Offer The Sacrifices God Ask of Us”

Mary begans, “ My child, be persevering and generous like me when God ask anything of you, no matter what it may be. He asked me to sacrifice what I love the most. Yet what does he ordinarily ask of you? Only the sacrifice of what you ought to hate! If you love God, generosity should be the main proof of your love. A heart that is mean and nigdardly does not know what it means to love. If you are unwilling to do anything difficult for God, if you lost heart at the sight of difficulties to be surmounted, can you be said to love? True love proves itself pain and conflict. Inability to suffer is incompatible with the outlook and practice of an authentic follower of Jesus. …My child, we have, but little love for God if we put limits to the proofs our love is willing to give…. Prosperity, rest, reputation, health , life itself:all these He may ask of you, for He has right to them all. Do not be surprised that the more you give Him, the more He will ask of you. He does this in order to prepare you for the greater favors during our time on earth and to enable you to receive greater rewards in heaven”

Then the lyrics to one of the songs Holy Spirit played said “He is strengthening you like Gold tired in the Fire”. I thought to myself I need to have that perspective Jesus is strengthening me with all these trials.

After doing the Lord supper I came before the Lord saying,
I am here Jesus what is on your heart?

Jesus began
“My beloved little one I have heard the cry of your heart and I am catching all your tears as I use them to bring healing to the nations. Do you know that everyone of my children tears are stored up and poured out in the river of life in heaven? It is made up of the saints tears. Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joys (psalm 126). When you sow in tears hear my beloved out of Godly sorrow or suffering I allow, I store it up in your alabaster jar pouring it out into the river of life. That becomes streams of joy for souls that drink of these waters. Remember I waste nothing.
My beloved, little ones the trials I have allowed are to strengthen you. I am strengthening each of you as gold tried in the fire. Don’t give int to discouragement or hopelessness in the work I am doing in your lives. Am I not worth it? Did I not ask you to give me everything? So don’t withhold back nothing I ask of you. Those who are reserved with me with offerings and sacrifices I too am reserved with them in graces and favor. If I ask much of you it’s because I know you will give much and its because of the immense consolation and gifts I have in store for you. Will you trust me? I truly know what’s best for you and know how to get you to your perfected end. Believe me I intend to give you the desires of your heart, leave you in awe of my goodness and filled with joy and contentment overflowing because you have trusted and obeyed me. To continue to hesitate and doubt shows your lack of confidence in me and trust in my ways. My beloved little ones I don’t mind at all if you do it in tears and in fear. Do it anyway. Although, being God despite my divinity I allowed myself to feel keenly the fears of suffering and agonized in tears in the garden to further unite myself with humanity out of love for you. When I accepted the Fathers cup and will for me. So be encouraged my brides your tears are liquid words I understand and the angels catch to bring healing to so many. As I stand right next to you in each trial your willingness to endure and preserver pleases me. When you say yes, co-laboring with me to bring many souls home. Your tears are a river of life to others. Just don’t give up

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