A Spirit of Ambition

MESSAGE TRANSCRIPT

Hello brothers and sisters and youtube family hope you guys are being blessed
After the last message family I went to Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel for discernment because I got humility again and I didn't want to fall into deception or keep going if the Lord was trying to get my attention again. So I went to see them both and initially I talked to Father Ezekiel and he felt that the Lord wanted me to slow down from everything. Even take a break from the channel for a month not posting any messages because the pressure I seemed under. For those just coming to the channel I live in a prayer community and I have to be obedient to my covering. The Lord is very serious about that so even when Jesus ask of me things if my covering who is Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel say no then I have to honor that instead. To hear that was disheartening to say the least and I was a bit confused because the Lord was the one who was always adamant about me coming before him to write and continue on with this work. After the fall guys I just wanted to give up everything because I was tired. However, he would give me rhemas and readings over again about how important this work was too him, but I had to obedient to that request. Then Mother Clare came after my meeting with Father Ezekiel with a message from the Lord directly to me and some things he said about me in that message cut me to the core.

Fortunately, after they discussed with one another concerning the channel they both agreed that it was best for me to continue on with this work so we thank the Lord for that however, they wanted to make sure that I don't become so driven that I skip over things or feel pressured to do this. The following morning I found myself re-reading the message that was given to Mother Clare from Jesus to me in which he explained why he is having me stay a year and wanting me to pass some test that I missed this past year because I was rushing through everything. However, there was a comment he made in that message which brought me so much confusion and pain. I walked away feeling so misunderstood and judged wrongly to be honest. I kept thinking how could I compete with these words, they are Jesus's words to me. He had given me a reading about "Heroic Humility" which means to lay down with anything that is said about me good or bad. Not defend or take offense in humility. I tried guys but, anger was coming up, bitterness, resentment, and self-pity all over again. I didn’t want to undermine what was given to Mother Clare about me from Jesus, but I just couldn’t shake this pain in my heart thinking the Lords words should bring me peace not pain. The demons had sucker punched me guys and I fell for it.

So that evening I asked the Lord if we could talk about the things that were said and I got readings on "Patience". So I laid down with it and went to bed still hurting that morning I felt Jesus began to speak to me. As many thoughts were going through my mind I went into his presence and began to write down what I sensing he was saying
As I said,
Good morning Lord, I feel like you were speaking to me this morning about the issues of my heart again. Yesterday, I was hurting pretty bad with the things that were said, it keeps resurfacing and I feel so misunderstood
Jesus responded,
"My beloved little one I am here, come your heart has been a raging storm full of foxes that want to kill this vine of love for me and others, but Oh I won’t allow it. You have come such a long way but, please don’t take your seat with demons of bitterness, self-pity and anger. They desire to quench every inspiration and spark of love within you. You asked for my wisdom so I desire to give it to you beloved. I’m sorry those things said, to you seemed so painful"

Well are they true Lord, I know humility in me shouldn’t care whether or not they are true which shows me how much pride I have sheesh, but I feel like it shakes my identity in you

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