RAW: I Gave Up On Being Happy...

No matter how hard I try its been incredibly hard trying to be happy.

I feel like I can never get it right; and even when I am happy--something always ruins it.

I'm always being told "do what makes you happy" or "you should focus on your happiness". Somehow I feel like I am always falling short.

Why can't I just "be happy"?

The more I think about that question the more I feel like I am just looking in all the wrong places.