#13. Money was never the issue.

If we thought there was a slim chance of curing Banjos condition we were prepared to spend whatever it took. However; prolonging the inevitable for our sake, knowing that he is suffering, would have been very selfish.
Yes it hurts. We miss him. We still feel and hear him even though he's no longer here. They say animals know things that we do not. The night before the visit to the vet, I took them both out for a pee before bed. For the first time since we buried his pal Zoe, he went to that spot and refused to leave and come in. He was hanging around the spot where she was buried. I knew then that Banjo was telling me it was time.