perhaps i'm just digging a hole for myself

ronnit is my only real friend in the nashville comedy scene
ronnit is right, i don't wanna open up to anyone mainly cos i don't see much of a point in that
maybe i just say stuff that makes em slam that door
maybe i'm wrong for assuming so
they don't wanna know all the stuff that i obviously think i know
to say that it's a quadruple-edged sword is still putting it lightly
highly unlikely that people will understand me
i am actually digging this music way more than i ever thought i would
everything i do or don't do is some kinda self-fulfilling prophecy
where my intuition gets me down n can't turn myself around
is it my ego *probably so
my emotional instability is pretty under control i would say
i always choose to just blame myself instead
self-awareness begets self-awareness begets...
if you have too much of it you are always in yer head about everything
how often is it that the world is misguiding us but we could also be doing it to ourselves
no way to win, get used to losing