playing keys @ the waffle house parking lot

more like a dog treat amy
i have a buncha shit to do @ waffle house
the house is too loungey for me to get shit done
i put up videos n occasionally work on posters when i am @ the crib
did yawl see this beauty...
are yawl weirded out that i wore my seatbelt
i am not afraid of God for me, i am afraid for the world
i feel protected n i still trusted the Lord even when i gave up in my early twenties
i had to go thru all that to be able to do what i'm doing now
i assumed i would be dead by now considering how i used to live
now this is actually way better piano punk
thank you Lord for keepin me in yer pocket
none of that free mason shit amy
most people that do that symbol dunno that it's a free mason hand sign but that's how "they" trick ya
i love that sign so much, it's seriously one of my fave things in the world
i'm so confident in this car, in my view points n it's frightening to the tools
i can't seem to exhibit this level on stage n it bothers me more than it should, i should be easier on myself esp cos i still do reveal a lot up there no matter how much i shit on it
i hate hate hate it *oh n i didn't watch it for a whole week by the way hahaha
*still haven't watched the east room set yet hahahahaha
TWO WEEKS.
i love that middle chord
somebody asked me if i was having a midlife crisis...i mean about to be 39 so that is plausible but i don't think that i am, i feel like i already had that way earlier
women will lie to other women about their appearance
i've done the drugs to keep me childlike at least that's what i got out of em anyway
i also allow myself to cry which is so cathartic
i'm old tho bitch, i know you're trying to be nice
it's good i got some women on my team
they get excited about everything tho
if you can put up w/ me i can (probably) put up w/ you at least i feel this way about women specifically
women can't take criticism, that's why yours truly has an issue w/ em *fucking narkies
i was a covert narkie for a while, you can pull yourself out thru shadow work
my vernacular sounds satirical, they always laugh even the people that hate my guts
satire, hellfire same thing
wtf devil's lettuce
so true i gotta get outta here...drugs are often sold in waffle house parking lots + the five (uh) oh
what he just said, the man in my head
if i am just open n honest about myself everything else will fall into place
comedy is all the things
the third notebook...
and this excuse for food costs $ ya know
i ended up putting the tripod atop the corner air conditioner n people in the audience were sitting right in front of it
amy is dumb sometimes even tho that was kinda cool n authentic the way i filmed it
i'm not intentionally filming it shitty
we gotta be weird n annoying of course
i hate sitting down, i'd rather stand up like we're supposed to
crumpled up jokes per usual n used the keyboard (i hated it listening to it, i hated doing it when i was up there)
easy laugh due to unexpected noise
i dunno what i'm doing musically
i suck at being an actual musician
i really like this music in my car tho, i gotta say it's my fave thing that i have ever done
everywhere is a studio if you think about it
i guess i need to get myself a portable studio
if i cared enough i could make $ but sadly i do not