Voices, Vibrations, and Violations.

I made this video months ago. I waited to upload it because my mental captures began to take a different approach with me. They began to be nice. Claiming I was needed, I was special, and unique. Because I am human and their impressive methods, I believed them. I was led to believe that what they put me through was all a test.
In that time, they made me laugh, replayed lost memories, dug up my deepest fears, showed me their power to control the weather. All the while still torturing me. Vibrating me awake, shocking my heart and extremities, reducing my mental capacity, turning people on me, messing with my finances, etc... During which, I came to understand they needed to elicit emotions from me so that they could be captured, altered, strengthened, or diminished. They were refactoring my personality, making me less afraid in situations, more charming, confident, happy. They replayed a childhood memory of mine I had completely forgotten about and when I say replayed, I did not only see it in my mind. The memory did not come to me until they began rotating my body in this stupid goofy way I did as a kid, that I had long forgotten about. They literally controlled my body to act the memory out and I experienced it as if I was there that day, everyone was watching me laughing, I could feel it and see it almost as if I was there that day. All you need to do to be controlled, is to listen to them. It's easy to break, which I will explain in the future. Having access to those long lost memories was one of the greatest experiences I have had in my adult life. All of this gained my favor, even with the torture. I believed they were breaking me for the better. They did not like how I never allowed my self to forget about Myron May, Aron Alexis, Robert Card, Devin Long, etc.. etc.. Countless others we've never heard of or never will hear of because their social medias were erased for the purpose of protecting "The Program". Social medias are erased for the soul purpose of hiding the continuous mention of the 3 letter agencies, V2K, (broadcast & microwave hearing effect), Allen Frey, hearing voices, torture, being radiated, being a targeted individual, gang stalking(a term I don't care for because they don't know they are being cognitively manipulated, they are just forced to believe you are the exact type of person they don't like or you are doing something similar to them and then their emotions are throttled as are ours), less commonly known is Morgellons (Which if you don't know what it is you need to start looking into it). Every time I began to question what they were doing, or demand answers to the seemingly hundreds of mass shootings that seem to be at their hands they would almost get offended or view me as ungrateful. They would respond "That's a different version of us", "That program is for the really bad people", "Those people didn't chose correctly every time like you did". Never denying the fact that they are indeed killing people and people die at times due to their actions. When I would begin asking these questions they stopped being nice and would go back to torturing me almost as bad as they were before.

I chose you, us, normal human beings over a payout. I will probably continue to mentally deteriorate if their threats are with merit.

Start paying attention to your body. Pay attention to what you feel going on inside your body and in your brain. Out of place itches, scratches that appear out of no where, pressure in head, odd snaps, cracks and pops from inside of head, neck and back (CNS). Very itchy skin, greasy skin, dandruff in weird places or heavy amounts of dandruff. Itchy pimples that last weeks. Odd stretch marks. Fat that feels odd to the touch.

I started writing this with some mental clarity which has diminished to the point where I can't continue writing. Now, my thoughts go no where, my memory lapses, my words are misspelled and out of place. It's a relaxing trance where staring off into nowhere feels like what I assume a shot of heroin would feel like.

If you start looking you will notice a change we all had about 17 years ago. Maybe you started noticing it in your self, maybe in some one else. Some times when you attempt to write something or say something you will use words that are completely out of place. Like saying "each out" instead of "each other", "you" instead of "your", "the" instead of "they", some times you will go to use a word and it will be a completely different word than you intended it will just share a similar beginning letter or letters. Like "did you turn off the over" instead of saying "did you turn off the oven", normal human "begin" instead of normal human "beings". These are not normal and they typically coincide with a moment of mental numbness or confusion. These occur because you brain is being accessed.

I have made countless grammar mistakes that I had to go back and fix.