i was panicking when i was a kid so no midlife crisis, i reckon

this camcorder has the tendency to start pointing downward
i've already been so mope today
days/mos/yrs when you just don't wanna do this shit
trying to stop myself giving shit all cos i get stuck
i dunno how to sit w/ any feeling w/out guilt creeping in
lucky for me i know how to flex
my emotions allow me to have a much deeper understanding of everything
i can't even enjoy whatever i produce
i guess it's better than doin nothin but consume
i used to consume way more back when i wasn't putting out anything that i made
intermittent crises that comes n goes
who's to say that those thoughts are bad
so glad to be this way some of the time
i can't curse myself cos i'm cursing God in doing that
maybe what ain't there ain't supposed to be there
people are so easy to manipulate
all they had to do was control what's in everyone's hand
2010 was supposedly the year when everything tanked
flip phone life makes way more sense