so much turbulence in people that dunno the power of deep analysis

vortex i must vent
i might incorporate my keyboard into this at some point
everyone has to deal w/ toxic people
let's start this off by admitting that i'm not perfect
thelonious (car) is the one that has the biggest issue w/ my lack of a seatbelt, i'll do it tonight so that nobody can complain about THAT
you just have to put up w/ people that will never do any shadow work
i know people in their twenties that are way more mature than those in their thirties
maturity ain't about age tho
the restaurant industry will always present the same problems
americans don't seem to change in the slightest
we get poly-sided tracked
since this girl has bdpd this behavior is to be expected
i am either the punching bag or the favorite person
a serious person would go to therapy or do SUMIN
getting yelled at thru other people is funny to me
of course i was laughing about all this shit cos i just can't take it seriously
she has an impeccable work ethic cos it's really all she has going for her
i definitely didn't lay it all out on the field tonight, i will admit that
talking trash is an american woman pasttime
i swear both of these chicks are the same person
part of being a comedian is talking shit
even if what i'm saying is totally accurate i still feel bad if it's super negative
women love to gossip, it's in their nature
not all women act like that i realize (but most of them succumb to this sort of behavior becuz the rest of em do)
shitty people don't get any less shitty
just wait til you piss her off
she figures she can just talk to me which i guess i should take as a compliment
i am a little jealous of her functioning alcoholism
she wants me to like her tho
whenever you prove that you don't need their approval as badly as they need yours they can't handle it
alright just stop talking (ag's advice to ag)
very few words n yet they get me in trouble every time
we could definitely say that about a lotta people tho
i'll feel bad n take it back n then say it again
i want my mind to be changed
my brother doesn't exude negative energy anymore, i noticed that immediately
he watched our uncle pass away so i think that transformed him a lot
comedy taught me that i chose to be a victim
fuck society, it's actually a blessing being ostracized
i've never been comfortable so...
pitting people against each other is a narcissist move (constant competition)
i just want this bitch to be a better person but she really doesn't deserve the benefit of the doubt
if it's not me it's somebody else that's the punching bag
the principle of equality is rarely applied
if this country wasn't pushing degeneracy maybe i'd be a patriot
so excited to go to church tmrw, we definitely did not go to orthros hahaha
whatever is bad try to make it good w/ everything you have
i'll stay up all night cos i have so many things to think/sing/talk about
i have always been pretty negative but i'm kinda sick of it quite frankly
really i just feel sorry that this is the way it has to be
they are like my little siblings (work fam)
every time this shit happens i am tempted to quit my job
women are bullies due to their emotional erraticism
everyone is a smartass in a kitchen
one sentence later n shit is being thrown around
there's that minor chord that i love so very much
i am probably the healthiest person in america n that isn't a joke