i wanna work w/ my emotions (but that's logic for ya)

we had to buy yet another tire pressure gauge
due to this disorganization we lose a lotta shit
this little object is super easy to lose tho
i can totally blame the weed that i was smoking when this happened
i can't stay in a paranoid state for very long
i snap out of it becuz of God
meds don't stop the hallucinations or delusional thinking but...
if the medication does anything that they suggest i would understand why people took it but it doesn't so...
schizophrenia is super complex due to our relationship w/ time
this is very ptsd-oriented due to the paranoia n extremity of emotions
it's truly amazing to be able to cry w/ other people
i think i've been able to cry w/ like two other people
i cry all the time, esp at church
women are supposed to cry so...
i was right to assume that any medication that prevents you from crying is fucking demonic
artists can do this better than any other group of people
i speak w/ the man in my head quite frequently (as you know)
he consults me about various bad decisions i'm about to make
i actually remembered the flax seeds this time (it's been weeks of forgetting)
i remembered everything on the list n i am pretty proud of myself for that
everyone has dementia now due to smartphones
technology is designed to wipe their memory
nostalgia is prevalent now but it makes no sense in light of what people choose to do all day but whatever man, WHATEVER
why are you all up in my biz, you don't have to be me damnit
ag stares at blue light, it's different for us
ronnit just asked me to do another comedy show (but i'm already doing one that particular day, oh well)
it's cool and also terrible to do comedy
bright eyed n bushy tailed in the beginning, 6mos go by n all the enthusiasm is gone but alcoholism has taken over
a comic friend of mine just got a DUI...CLASSIC comedian behavior
many of the comics drive drunk on a regular basis