crying @ dive bar doin schizo art...CLASSIC ag night out

confession...typical at this hour
drugs should be a reward not an incessant state of mind
not much of a reward system
i've been driving on the high way for sooooo long
driving in a straight line is tiresome
thelonious (car) does this EVERY time
he'll shut up in a second but he has to put up a fuss cos we won't follow the rules
we do not obey, it is rare anyway
the night i totaled this vehicle i was actually wearing my seatbelt
old skool...still using the word video
hopefully the pipe organ will wake me up
how long have i been doing piano punk, pretty sure it's been about 7 years now
sometimes i won't put up a video, it usually has to do w/ the sound quality
last year ronnit n i celebrated rosh ashanna at the hospital after she got into this horrible car accident
trish smart, that's who i'm talking about
i love women that give me hope in the female race (it is rare)
my existence is a lot to take in i know
creating is a defense mechanism
i must create everywhere i go, i figured this out tonight
you can't avoid the bumps of life so...
when do i not say things that are correct
i go home n it takes me wks to do shit, i go out in public n suddenly get real motivated
i know what's good for me damnit
only if you n the therapist have a repoire...
i'm never lonesome when i'm by myself...exactly
baby blue sedan is their best song *HUMBLE!!! opinion
what modest mouse song ain't sad n depressing
making nothing of something is such a great title
sometimes the inability to adjust makes one a prick
i hope i'm not a bitch but i'll beg for forgiveness