but how do you explain this to a "reality" based person

two different mics n it still didn't happen
maybe i do this to myself
mixed feelings always, no solid sentiment
really interesting or an emotional basketcase?
stage time is even more grueling
wait three days...just like jesus
i don't get a rush from being on stage *no dope is mine up there
paul is messing up the lyrics, they do that when they're drunk
being on stage just reminds me of being an american in a public school
i'm not getting the same thing outta this...
they're sucking the titty of this degenerate culture
social acceptance is the opposite of true comedy
this is just such shit...exactly
anybody that pushes the envelope has to make it their whole personality
the internet has really brought out the lame
i know this shit is redundant but you can't tell me it ain't one helluva risk
my personal risk rather than however it looks to the outside world
it does make me sick n sad n sorry about the world
so ronnit got picked
watching my friend perform i realized that this ain't just a me problem, i think most comics that i've seen have this issue
w/ the time crunch comes the honesty
it's really difficult to keep that momentum
that podcast was alright, i was being real
...and i guess this deep dive analysis is why i go
first: the "character" that you're trying to sell
last: the real deal (and it works waaaaay better)
i just gotta gaslight myself i guess...man voice
i was kinda bummed out tonight but it's okay cos there were things that i learned (and i got to talk to josh lewis n brad covington n some other comics that i like a lot)
this is why ronnit is my bff
guilt...that's what friends are for
has standup always been this depressing
every day n age is terrible
got into a conspiratorial argument w/ a liberal tonight
glad to be able to have conversations ESP when we don't agree
believing what you're told is so much easier than questioning reality
"who is they" you know it's the jews
there's no way to make this case, you will always sound crazy
what's the point in even trying to talk about it
yawl are speaking a totally different language
always surrounded by dipshits that never question anything
he hosted a clean mic so he's dedicated n gives back + married w/ children that he doesn't beat
the liberal degenerate stereotype is real but it's not all of them by any means
reasonable liberals n loving conservatives everywhere
social media pushes these stereotypes way more than the regular ass media
our tribalism has been weaponized
i feel like i'm under water, welcome
everyone already knows that cos of my attire
i was so bummed out that i left my keyboard at home
accept it n turn up the record (video before this one featuring paul westerberg)
i know yawl see the blue lights, they are always out
as normal as a person can be who chooses to pursue standup comedy hahaha
if america is a business then this "conspiratorial" idea of lying to them n exploiting their weaknesses the whole time all for the purpose of greed+control is not really that far-fetched
they won't know they're being played when they dunno themselves
the psychological makeup of yer avg bear is not too wise becuz we're not allowed to ask questions