people don't wanna get better cos they love the drama too much (i guess i can understand)

this is my channel so these are the chords i'm gonna play
a beautiful thing to do yer own thing
none of my biz...exactly
the keyboard randomly shuts off when the battery is going bye bye
the camera is wobbling becuz of this _____
this is the part of the road that goes around as you can see...
i'm a good person that believes in communication however...
i'm still sorry about it
the wipers can be on just a little bit
i STILL believe in communication
this nodding i've been doing as of late...
this person is pretty down-trodden
motherfuck up trodden, i dunno what the fuck that even means
i live w/in the Kingdom of God which explains my happiness
personality disorder on the schizophrenia spectrum so...
the devil can make fine attempts all day but he's not successful for very long cos i know what he's doin
malaise is the right word!
i like how i explained this...you're just OVER it
you do stuff all day that makes you more depressed n anxious n you don't have to
my channel exists all for you to get more conscious
there's my annoying voice cos i am annoyed
they take forever to turn but i guess they are being cautious
i used to never be positive about anything so it's very strange that i'm on this level now
i didn't think that achieving this level was possible
God did it but you gotta do His will
just love one another, love yer brother like yer father told you to
i read the Bible cos it helps me
you're never gonna win an imaginary contest
i'm a housewife to the house of God
i'm gonna clean, all i care about is making him proud of me
men n women are all kindza screwed up cos they dunno what they're supposed to do
every thing is a fine attempt to serve the Lord
i'll keep doin it regardless of whether or not they think it's meaningless
okay so we brought it back
talk to yourself talk to God, it's actually not odd at all
all this shit i got that many people would not want
i thought the goal was to be happy n walk around w/ a sense of purpose
alcoholic not anonymous AT ALL
they're either really bored or really traumatized
if you turn around the trauma it can be the most useful thing in the end
AA people are boring as fuck, any social group typically is
alcoholism is a very easy way to escape
drinking to deal w/ trauma vs. drinking to deal w/ boredom
stumbling around lookin for my purpose, emptiness didn't make much sense but i felt that along w/ everything else
so much emotion i didn't know what to do w/ it
God is real, you'll find that at the very bottom of the well
wisdom comes from painful things cos studying is a defense
raging alcoholism hence spirits
i take holy communion a lot like a case of beer
salvation below sea level
organized (we forgive) religion (isn't everything)
tapping into that one part that we all have via religion, i guess that's a good thing
unfortunately a lotta people involved in many religions aren't too tapped into that one part but their religion is more of an identity that allows them to shame other people
people need an explanation, this is true always
don't think i dunno...13.55 perfection
but back to being that housewife...
never bored w/ what i got that He gave to me
a lotta things that i didn't have fun experiencing but God showed me that it didn't have to be so bad after all
i could twist these things til i could locate a purpose to make it all worth it
i hope that you find that, man
don't give up, don't despair damnit
Jesus has overcome the world
if you have the love of God inside you, you can overcome all this shit too
minor example right here for ya
alcoholics watch this channel so they know what to do
hothead AND pothead???
everyone is her punching bag when she gets pissy
i've spoken about this bitch a lot, she's like my little sister that i fight w/ once a month
i lost my steam i will totally admit it
i have the same issue everywhere i go it seems
everyone is too busy on their phone to do their job
she doesn't have that level of awareness so i just let it ride
just cos i feel a certain way doesn't mean that i should go off about sumin
w/out self-control you just make an ass of yourself
i don't wanna be all the bad things, i hate social media cos of how dehumanizing it is
fuck smartphone technology n here's another soapbox bit
stagnation on the inside, reacting on the outside
i don't bother talkin to her whenever she's mad, not gonna deal w/ it
moods change, man...just fuckin wait
news stories ain't serious n you'll forget it in 3 days or less
christian conservatives hate cat people, NEVER FORGET
why don't they like me when i call them out on being the evil sacks of shit that they are
the algorithm don't like me
the comatose, as i've said
they're not willing to do anything that inspires their personal growth so they are in way dead already
guess i'm a cunt, byebye now