time, patience, discipline...most don't have the last two

yawl like the background noise, the sky is pretty fucking grey
many people don't understand my reasoning behind why i wanna be alone
they have to assume that i'm wrong
why do you want sumin for somebody else that they don't want
maybe you're right about certain things but not ALL the things
i should take my advice n stop thinkin that people are miserable all cos they stare at a screen all the time, maybe that's what they want
pity is better than anger (for the most part)
i like the way i shot this tho i had no intention of chopping my head off but i think it's kinda iconic this way
when i hear my own hypocrisy i know that i found myself out
that sounds so gnarly
tiny ass smidgeon of me, that's all you get
what does anybody really know tho
i suck at plzing people so that was dumb
people displeaser cos i set boundaries
you know what i'm gonna say next...
narcissism runs rampant in a society that thinks everything is their business to spread around
talking to whoever will listen, isn't that everybody nowadays
you being impressed will validate me?
according to the world we ugly, beauty n everything else is in the eye of the beholder tho
you can think this "music" is total shit ad infinitum *that's kinda how i feel about it too some days
so we were supposed to talk about codependency n we went off in many other directions but here you go...
it's a you problem that involves people-plzing masochism that reminds you of the original feeling (the person you could never plz probably a parent), turns into a self-fulfilling prophecy
from what i've gathered just watching people scramble trying to plz someone that ain't worth a shit
i love how i start n stop like that...
very consistently chooses bad boyfriends
narcissism always starts w/ yer mom
no relationship w/ her dad either
moms can really bring out the anxiety tho
if we don't experience a loving sincerity from our mothers than we will carry that into all of our relationships
if you don't work on yourself n figure out why you're so dang codependent you will only attract bad people that will leech off of you becuz you let em
when sumin festers that gives you sumin to go on n on about
she's the one that picked this mf n then chose to have a kid w/ him (i love this kid by the way, it's just a really bad situation)
she can't change him that's the problem, he's fine when he doesn't smoke weed
codependency is not sumin positive at all cos they rely on getting treated the same shitty way that they're used to cos they never learned how to love themselves
she drinks those energy drinks, i'd say that's the worst thing she does along w/ vaping. n cigarettes yawl should know by now how i feel about that
i wore my seatbelt, did you hear
i figured i should take extra precautions cos it was raining
she does have some kinda potential n she just throws it all away to stay in the same reluctant situation over n over again
i've seen and heard it for myself
just cos somebody's annoying doesn't mean that you should belittle them
am i gonna break character, are they that dep to want that
it's sad to me that people don't value themselves more but that first step might mean sumin terrible
i mean EVERYTHING is some kinda threat hahaha
you can only change yourself
gotta go to work now, sorry so abrubt but this is how we do it