100% Beef- Autism Awareness (Official Music Video)

Lenny helped with the mixing and engineering and did this lyric vid. His link:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIMgPptK5TPkBBlq24TudYQ
if you wanna just hear my music, heres my soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/100-beef-600339949
verse 1:
My life is an edited version of reality tv
All they see is manipulated lies found in me
can never read the room of my surroundings
got the wrong script like numbers theyre counting on me

I cant read verbal cues when interacting
I overreact emphasizing when causing a scene
But no can empathize with my screams
I gotta relive it without anyone realizing

Remember how you hurt others all embarassed
Replayed like PTSD while others careless
social anxiety treats anyone like a therapist
But they dont understand but try theyre best

(pre-Hook: Autism Awareness x3
autism)

verse 2: He thinks of the lines but forgets the words
He stares aqwardly as others observe
tells the half-truth that barely mustered up
All little things so buck up buttercup

Tells himself why would he even bother talking
Because all of the others have forgotten
And theyre at home while its still in his noggin
Demons reminding him that he could not win

Hook: Emotions are angry sad and anxious
Embarassed and all the emotions tank us
Insecurity and inner thoughts betray us
Fear in me makes my words dangerous
(x2)