Friendship SABOTAGED By A Therapist!

for the past 8 months I had a crush on a woman at my IOP. I thought that one of the counselors was really trying to help me to be friends with her.
turns out she was very uptight about me being lgbtq.
she was afraid I was going to hit on this woman. she had told me that this woman was straight and I had assured her that I was not going to do anything.
I had not even come out to her yet so I was left holding in a secret. in the meantime the counselor was acting reprimensive about it toward me and I have reason to believe that she poisoned the woman's mind because the woman doesn't even want to be around me anymore.
this is only one day of a million days when I was suffering from confusion and heartbreak.
and feeling persecuted.
today this has culminated in a sabotage.