I Need Some Sleep Eels Remix Prod. Foodies....!!!

Prod. Foodies....!!!:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzXrWixrYohzSazJ9A4f6tg

Lyrics:
My past darker than a blackhole
If I told you yall would pack up and go
These demons i gotta battle alone
At least God knows whats on my dome

Without him id loose my sanity
Everyone has scars from humanity
We all have skeletons in our closet
And put on fake smiles to be postive

Those nights long cause i despise myself
Appecaite all the friends trying to help
But youd hate me too so its depiving my heatlh
Just a prayer and crying nothing else

Cant change the past just dont repeat it
Honestly i wish that i could speak it
Im trying to change man so i keep secrets
Gotta say no and hope my mind deletes it

As people we are always evolving
im not obligated to say whats in my noggin
Will people understand and start bonding
Or will i be the next target in your bloggin

I never asked to be made like this i didnt
Wae this being about in your spitting image
Maybe I fell into this and didnt listen
And im the one who went into this position

The demon gets harder to beat each time it arises
Paranoia gotten worse in solitary confinment
So I use pills and weed so I digest
All this anxiety and guilt on my chest

Generilzed anxiety makes my problems worse
Maybe im fine and was never cursed
I want the pain to stop it hurts
But the truth will make your jawbones burst