it figures that i would play music when driving n not in a normal setting

illuminati album is the best one from them
half this album was made out of guilt
i guess i haven't remedied this enough have i
i quit dating so i don't really have to deal w/ it anymore
all it takes to be funny is the ability to laugh at yourself
comedy is totally depraved
promiscuity is now a social norm
you probably don't think i'm pretty n that's fine, i wasn't supposed to be
i'm jealous of brad n he's jealous of me that's how it goes
only God can say if/when that will happen
who's patient enough to tolerate ag
i really dunno how to pursue anything serious
i'm too old to not know how to go after sumin that i claim to want (maybe i just don't want it)
it feels good when i do it n then later i don't like it n vise versa
how it feels isn't how it is conveyed
i pride myself on self-awareness but then i disagree w/ my previous assessment
that God forsaken vagina...
i hope for all its' annoyance it is at least entertaining
everything is an addition to the already complex nature of everything
mental illness is just extra stories that nobody wants to read
i am pretty dumb but not dumb enough to think that anything will fix america or the world in general
maybe i am just delusional, only time will tell
i navigated Hell quite well w/ God's help
you probably didn't watch it but just talked shit about it
always expect the worst (general rule)
they have invented all these forms of dependence
my head hurts n then i fall asleep watching asmr *not so guilty pleasure
amsr represents femininity
i drive like a grandma this time of night
this piano is annoying the shit outta me just to let you know
i'm pretty good at dealing w/ authority figures that work for the govt
sorry but i must go back to this sound
this is a very comforting sound to me
porn: watching people fuck n do other nasty stuff
i used to take this specific back road to get to nashville when i didn't drive on the interstate
i used to work at mcds over there
i used to go to this AA meeting over here at this church
none of those dudes that reminded me of my dad could tolerate me hahaha
it must be a boomer thing or a man thing or a control freak thing (probably the first AND the last)
we're really not going that fast amy