no dopamine from food/sex/validation *ag is THE dopamine machine

God knows when you are ready
you will know pretty much immediately if you are doing the wrong thing (maybe i am just speaking for me here)
easier to keep sleeping w/ a terrible person than keep working for a terrible person (personal problem)
Psalm 139 all day...such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, i cannot attain unto it (verse6)
you can't run a marathon if you haven't trained first
i have gotten way better at accepting whatever state i am currently in
what if what's wrong at the time is actually right overall
standup taught me that ALL of it is important
i am glad to have taken the risks that i have cos it forced me to overcome certain things (like people calling me names)
you gotta be somewhat crazy to keep making art
a lotta people make art for the attention they get
drugs n alcohol make boring people seem funnier n more talented
mental illness is responsible for a lotta good art tho
fucking won't satisfy ME anywhere near as much as making cool stuff
i don't do this for pleasure