Toxic Relationship (Official Music Video)

Lyrics:
I cant take it no more im ending this hoax
You abandoned me didnt even lend the rope
I gotta tie loose ends just to break free
When im outta this prison youre gonna thank me

Cause i wish i visted you about this sooner
When im face to face youll see how my gloom hurt
And I stood up for you higher than this kickstand
Cause i waited so long while you kicked sand

Explaining you gets harder by the minute
I wanna date guys but i dont think you get it
Tryin to explain your words outta context
Why do you care who i date a guy might come next

You keep saying I have a purpose
I try to scream your name nothing i heard yet
We were meant to be together im perplexed
11 years you were in my heart i dont feel like im your guest

Was pushed into you by obligation
I havent been to your house its odd your waiting
When i said come to my place you never got the invitation
If we were meant to be then why the complications

Im so sick of the silent treatment
Im so sick of feeling like im a phenix
Got this rope around my neck like a veneck
Im just hoping my death will be next

I love you God, im just mad at you
God be there to change my additute
Jesus christ is still my lord and savoir
Forgive me and ignore by behavor

God forgive me give me so understanding
Or to accept problems that are a ton too demanding
I know my life is all in your hands
im tired of going my own path ima follow your plans

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference.

I'm gonna stick around to see how life goes . sorry for being disrespect. amen