Resinging Just a Dream Remix to Vent About And Honor My Mom On Mother's Day

original instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QF1FPPS1S7k
original remix i made: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cgurUBRdU0
Lyrics:

Hook:
I was 19 you were 51
You fought hard until u were done
You closed your eyes
It was only just a dream

She was cancerfree, God answered me
Thought it was a full recovery
She closed her eyes
It was only just a dream

You miss me in heaven while im in dads basement
A hole you filled no one else can replace it
Were in good places but id be amazing
If you were here to give me patience

Now i can barely motivate myself
stuck in place, overweight and overwelmed
I still rememeber you at my graduation
You were the reason i had congradulations

My mom has died
My best friend and my drive
Both left me yeah ill surive
But I still want her alive

Hook:
I was 19 you were 51
You fought hard until u were done
You closed your eyes
It was only just a dream

She was cancerfree, God answered me
Thought it was a full recovery
She closed her eyes
It was only just a dream

Every dream your in messes me up in the morning
I know you wanna visit and its important
I just wish it wasnt just a dream
And now my eyes want to stream

I was a handful and that I regret
And I know you dont want me to be upset
At least we still got a connection
And youll talk to me through heaven

And I know youre in a better place
I fear i wont make it and never see your face
I know i did wrong God will i ever receive your grace
Cause i know the stakes

Hook:
I was 19 you were 51
You fought hard until u were done
You closed your eyes
It was only just a dream

She was cancerfree, God answered me
Thought it was a full recovery
She closed her eyes
It was only just a dream

bridge:
Raise your hand if you think of hypothicals x2
if loved ones never die cause of miracles

Hook:
I was 19 you were 51
You fought hard until u were done
You closed your eyes
It was only just a dream

She was cancerfree, God answered me
Thought it was a full recovery
She closed her eyes
It was only just a dream