I Hate Relationships And I Hate Agendas More (Official Music Video) Prod. Jonathan Shiloh

Sub to the producer(Jonathan Shiloh): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTQ5BCSXnBFFqGXvMnRLdZQ
Fourth track on my upcoming album, "The Caring Cynic"
Yes running outta time makes em feel dread
But Most women want to bare your children
I feel like theres a different field im in
I still got all these demons I gotta kill dead

And a lot a men like to hit and dip
But im into some different shit
I would never try to just to get a fix
But some women use a baby as commitmentship

Some guys hit it and leave satified
They werent ready for some women trying to stratagize
And produce a baby im not supporting em either thats a lie
Cause some men leave women having to catastrophize

And open their thighs just to get a prize
So go ahead and shove your dick inside
Now her self-esteem is all minimized
Will she be too old to have her baby stick alive

Once her time is up she cant start a family
While her boyfriend is asking for a handy
She so set she never even buys plan b
While rushing a guy is so damaging

Its been a year and youre asking for a damn ring
And men have goals too that sometimes we cant bring
They dont respect the dreams we have planning
And were in our twenties id be outstanding

If people never rushed and let love happen naturally
Cause love can be so sweet it fills you with cavities
loves blind and doesnt see red flag activities

If you dont have patience a man will wanna leave
If you use her for sex mostly its not their dream
Ive been so lonely filled with insecurites
If you want a working man sure ill leave

And i definitly dont have the maturity
Cause im living how I want recording these
But itd be nice if the world didnt forget me
Its my fault cause im grinding heavily

This addiction seems so devilishly wicked
I have self-intrest too I admit it
Cause the mental hospital is how ill be committed
And ive been spitting venom so acidic

I'll just find someone thats also autistic
Or someone that goals are realistic
Of course for me in specific
Because everyone in this world is different

And ive definitly kept my distance
If you go for just looks your shallow
Its fine for kids but now youre how old
Thinking like this will keep you in prison

Cause you could be attracting the wost women
I used to think like this but i wont give in
Looks are just ones own opinion
When I leave your world ill be an angel

Seems like i dont belong in any angle
Dancing with the devil fuck your tango
Yes im lonely but ima offend ya for sure
Cause i hate relationships and I hate agendas more