being on stage just reminds me of public school so i'm technically regressing

so imma try to go back to that bar where i got lost in the projects last week, pray that i find it
i didn't get high before i went up there tonight
i am not any more or less organized regarding marijuana mainly cos i have disorganized schizophrenia haha
i can't not take it seriously
sometimes this mindset doesn't serve me, oh well
look at it vortex, it's amazing when i wear my seatbelt
i did wait all day to eat that mac n cheese
all this shit will never come out completely
this really is a lifestyle of sorts
it's just pile after pile ain't it
it's not your responsibility to sort thru this, it is mine n all mine
i can't hardly turn back now
the man in my head wouldn't allow me to cave in
i wish i could stick this out but i will change my mind OR fuck it up n SAY i changed my mind
wait for it vortex...