Eminem - Walk On Water Remix By 100% Beef Prod NUKIDD Productions

NUKIDD Productions: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZCzZXZZDPxMoJYlSFgJaNg

I always set the bar higher than I can handle
I always try to do more that I can tho
Get done with a reaction why am I asking for more
It'll take another year till i record yours

Lies tell me yall want me to just react
Yall support more but with rap reviews i cant relax
reviewing one get 3 more on my damn back
with setting a squedule I am trash

my anxiety and perfectionism is annoying
Make sure my opinion is perfect when im recording
Seeing the final project just feels so rewarding
i review yall but i have an ep ive been ignoring cuz

The Rap Reviews lead to the live reactions
Maybe I could make more things happen
Generalized anxiety disorder is the diagnosis
So I overthink everything with my emotions

constantly apologizing in conversations
Fuck a Radio personality, just a writer with words i paint em
Swallow the anit-anxiety pill hydroxazine
So i can just relax till im not on screne

Im sorry im not who you want me to be
And Im sorry if I delete the fucking stream
I hate being on the spot i really want to scream
Saying the wrong thing discomforts me

I do it for yall so ill never quit
But I wish this segment never existed
It gives me more fans to be honest
But why is something I hate my best content

I never want yall to ever be guilty
I just want yall to listen and fucking feel me
Yall like what you like i cant argue
these streams arent to me what they are to you

I see all the points I never brought up
I see obs isnt used this is not enough
Im not good at this, im a writer
Give me time and ill be shinning brighter

Im not a good Youtuber, maybe its the truth
Im just a writer that just vents in the booth
Yall never see the pain this site brings me
I love to sing but im not that good at singing

Maybe thats the same with the life ive took
Maybe i just need to write a book
I love my fans but it took me almost 6 years
Maybe theres a reason i cant get big here

maybe Im just a 23 year old manchild
I havent been a big boy in a damn while
Maybe im depressed and i cant smile
This aint gonna be a job so dont stand idle

I try to deattach but im addicted
I do it all day and i dont keep up fitness
Pretty soon ima be 400 pounds listen
Maybe its not my fault fuck my autism

Fans its not your fault its my desicson
So that means I give what I get man
What do I want with life is the question
What you want God, whats the lesson

Cause ive been doing this for six years
Tell me what to do God im open ears
Im sick of feeling like im going nowhere
At least I have the guts to go there cuz