100% Beef- 52 Card Pick Up (original)

Second song on my upcoming ep, "The Ace Ep"
verse 1:
I used to believe sexuality was private
I would cringe when that wasnt quiet
I never cared just thought it was obnoxious
till comin out talkin about being ace i could not quit

Now all i do is force it in conversations
Now I understand its great valadation
Im excited to be out fuck a vacation
I found out that coming outs a celebration

I put it on facebook not my bio on instragram
theyll know my sexuality before theyve been my friend
but im the same person im no different man
Im skippin the small talk im not gettin in your pants

Being open has advantages and disavantages
sexuals that know im ace might not be a fan of it
At least theres no heart-break or damage
Ive become so insecure and i cant stand it

hook x2
no disrespect to lbgtqia plus (a plus)
cause Right now my lifes a 52 card pick up(pick up)
Im new to this and i dont wanna ever give up(give up)
Im scared and overthinking that I wont ever live up(live up)

verse 2:
gettin defensive they got my orientation wrong
it was drenched all over my intro now i hate the song
I sound condescending everyones just open ears
I used to critize pride for that now im the one broken here

Forgive me peoples opinions change overtime
Find the preference that fits youre never over the line
No pun intended im proud im ace and biromantic
Social norms pushed down my feelings for guys damn quick

Felt part of me was suppressed
Back in school nerves were a mess
I wanna redue with less embarassment
And say yes to the guy i stared at relentless

I was just getting outta my shyness
I was finally askin girls out but i digress
If only I knew the feelings were natural
Maybe if i didnt grow up in a christian household

hook x2
no disrespect to lbgtqia plus (a plus)
cause Right now my lifes a 52 card pick up(pick up)
Im new to this and i dont wanna ever give up(give up)
Im scared and overthinking that I wont ever live up(live up)

bridge
Find the colors that fit you
If you miss a few boxes no issue
Everyones different so dont judge yourself
You know your colors dont trust anyone else

Hook: no disrespect to lbgtqia plus