it is a blessing to know even if the knowledge is terrible

sometimes i wish this cold brew was a red stripe
i don't wanna be conscious anymore
can you tell how lazy my eye is
contemplating suicide is not the problem
if i really wanted to kill myself i'd just take some zoloft
all in all it's been about ten years
i miss the intensity of that original setup
no longer making milkshakes for drunk people at 3am...SAD!
you are stupid for choosing machines
who's to say that it's wrong for kids to kill their parents if they have em hooked on technology
society pushes bad parenting
machines are a headache. technology has created an ongoing migraine
satan is lazy, that's why he used women first
most people in the world are pieces a shit
you don't have to do horrible things to be a shithead
this world's job is to gaslight you
this country has never served its' shitizens
the point is not to win an imaginary contest
my existence is such a pain in the ass, that's why i have sciatica
is it ironic or is it just reality
i miss father andrew so much
i think about him a lot cos i still swear quite a bit
if i ever went to a monastery i'd never return
i don't wanna turn my back on what i'm supposed to do
it's already bad enough being on the internet
people were telling me to do this since 2005
schizotypal is pretty weird
bdpd taught me about psychosis
schizophrenic.nyc is the name of the channel
"psychotic episode": talking to oneself
once you become aware you can no longer react
if you can rise to the challenge your reward is in heaven
mental illness ain't suffering, sillyheads
God has always got my back so...
the devil has managed to manipulate many people into thinking that they need a smartphone
i'm pretty resilient for an american
technology enables laziness
pot dealer vs psychiatrist