Air, Sea, Blue

5 months ago
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This song was written shortly after my younger sister passed away. What you see in the picture above is her cremated remains that were poured out into the sea.
She overdosed on OxyContin after battling opiate addiction for over two years. She is not someone who seemed likely to succumb to this.
This song expresses the futility I felt in desiring to connect with her both before and after her early demise.
It also brings to mind how the opiate crisis has evolved… over one-hundred thousand Americans are prematurely taken every year from the Fentanyl crisis. Every time I hear about another young person who was taken too soon, I think of my sister who passed away when she was only 28 years old. She was a single mom that left behind one son. Please pray for her son if you feel led to do so.

Lyrics

I can tell you that I love you
I can say that I care
But it doesn’t matter
Because you’re not there——
Speaking to no one

I can tell you that I love you
I can say that I care
But it doesn’t matter
Because you’re not there
You’re where you said
You’d never be
It took a lot to ease the pain
It took a lot to clean their stains
And then the emptiness in you
Fell through
It buried me too

I missed you
Before the clock stood still
Your doubt
My rage
Made a bridge
Too tenuous to build
Your ambivalence
My fear kept us apart
In the waves
You left and took
Part of my heart
Part of my heart
Part of my heart,
Part of my heart!

I can tell you that I love you
I can say that I care
But it doesn’t matter
Because you’re not there
You’re air, you’re sea, you’re blue
And now there’s less of me
Because of you

I love you
I love you
I love you
Grabbing at nothing
Speaking to no one
I love you
I love you
I love you
Grabbing at nothing
Speaking to no one!

I love you
I love you
I love you….

#every11minutes #fentanyl #opiates #fentanylawareness

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