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Battling Self-Pity and Finding Redemption | Reacting to Ren - Su!cIde @RenMakesMusic
In this video, I dive into Ren's powerful track, "Su!cIde," and share some personal reflections on the struggle with self-pity and the challenges of pursuing dreams in Sri Lanka.
Before the music, I talk about how feeling sorry for myself is the most poisonous thing for me. It crumbles my world and reality, and I can hear those thoughts knocking on the gates of my mind. Living in Sri Lanka for almost nine years as a Swedish citizen has its unique challenges, especially in the fields of fitness training and sobriety. Despite these challenges, I love it here and feel there's something unfinished for me in this place. I don't like easy paths; maybe I want to prove something to myself, to create my redemption here. Let's see where this journey takes me!
Ren's song, as always, is deeply moving. It's hard when friends leave us in such a way, and this track really hits home.
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This is my musical reaction, breakdown, and commentary analysis of the song. I intend no copyright infringement and this is not a replacement for listening to the song.
All the videos, songs, images, and graphics used in the video belong to their respective owners and I or this channel does not claim any right over them.
Copyright Disclaimer under section 107 of the Copyright Act of 1976, allowance is made for “fair use” for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, education and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing.
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