that camera crew in my head catches everything i do or don't do

i love this shiny blue hat
they'll never do anything when they ought to do sumin
i'm pretty conscious of my part in situations
no i can't blame it on you
convenience doesn't seem to be a very good thing
people can't fend for themselves so they look to everyone else for self-esteem
i wish people cared more n wanted to be good but alas
if they believed in God they wouldn't act the way they do
i don't wanna be the type that lacks empathy
narcs are everywhere so you just gotta put up w/ em
i've tried to twist it to make it right my whole life
sometimes it makes me sad that i don't have what they have
they'll never understand the value of what i have over here
if you believe in family i want chu to have it
you'd better mfing grab it if you have the opportunity to do so
i'm too stubborn i guess
i don't get it at all
i always felt more alone when in a relationship
i will surely disassociate the whole time we're wherever we are
the name of the song is new feeling
it's just too painful for me to try to create sumin w/ another person, i gotta do it all myself
who the fuck do you think i am
i don't have to give these characters any names i just go in n out of em
i am in awe of people that can use narcissism
one of the perks to having a controlling nature is that you can make a lotta cool shit if you know how to utilize it
unfortunately most people are just assholes their whole life