Ruth B - Lost Boy Remix Pro. TK Beatz

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Lyrics:
Verse 1: Growing up is hard being on the autism spectrum
And youre spoiled you said no when offered a lesson
Everytime youre almost there you let up instead of catch up
Anxiety builds up and then quitting eases you under pressure

Drive your dad insane, why cant you do your chores son?
Saying no gives me power over my life and the bordom
I cant pay attention im not interested then his chords struck
Youre making excuses and lazyness is at the forefront

If dad could see how much rap is important
I wanna life a live without that much torment
Spit a few bars to the fans that adore him
Yeah shit happens but with this ill never forfit

I wish I could be the son he thinks I can be
Hes threating kicking me out with his ranting
I know he wont but its at his back of his mind
ima be 23 i guess im losing track of time

I dont mean to make you mad im sorry
But theres a voice in the back of my head that keeps starting sayin'

Verse 2:
I wish I could explain it, its complicated
I have no power over my life so i makeshift
Ironically its also hurting my chances of get payslips
And im not helping your confidence or your patience

Maybe I just need to get out of this basement
But i cant just call up someone to get a day spent
at the y hopeing someone I know wants to ball like james nesmith
Some days I dont know anyone anymore so forget it

I dont plan well i have no time management
Thats why i never tell you vid plans for this
I wanna be normal but i self savatage
Get on the mic and add a sad song to the catalog

So wishy washy I wanna step up to the plate
But im not hungry enough cause im obsessed with my fate
High expectations of rap im depressed who can wait
Impatience with the chase then so im stressed with debates

I know why Im so stuck on this fame and fortune
I was miserable in jobs i aint doing the same ima avoid this cuz