The Weed and The Whiskey - Acoustic Demo

First song I've written in 15 years. A struggle

Lyrics:

Done a lot of dumb shit
That'll I'll never forget
I may come to forgive
But I'll always regret

Got some devils upstairs
And a ghost in the mirror
Avoid the eyes, I'm aware
Ignore the whispers I hear

I go back to the weed and the whiskey
So I don't remember my dreams
They keep dragging me through these memories
And playing them on repeat

I go hard on the weed and the whiskey
Til I don't remember my shame
Can't be sober now, when the lights go out
I'll get stuck in those days again

Closets got a pile of bones
That rattle when I'm alone
Their music gets in my head
I'd rather be bones instead

Workin hard to make it alright
Been fucked up most of my life
Where I am is all my fault
And I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused

I go back to the weed and the whiskey
So I don't remember my dreams
They keep dragging me through these memories
And playing them on repeat

I go hard on the weed and the whiskey
Til I don't remember my shame
Can't be sober now, when the lights go out
I'll get stuck in those days again

I should give up the weed and the whiskey
They don't bring me nothin but pain
Could learn from all these memories
So I don't make the same mistakes