What Is My Purpose Now? Part 1: How it Began (TW: Su*c*de, self harm)#mentalhealth#988

This may be a work of fiction but the topics inside this story warrant this warning. If you or anyone you may know is suffering with depression please reach out to them. If there is no one for call 988 its the crisis line for the United States. Operators are there to help. They are there to talk. Its stranger but they are there to listen to what is wrong and listen to what YOU have to say. Please anyone from other countries than the U.S. can you help me out here and if you have your own crisis line will you please post in the comments for others. This Part 1 was a doozy Part 2 well its getting really weird in my head. Can not wait to write it out......