modernity ain't good for anyone but women make it way more obvious

am i really that much of an extremist all cos i give a shit bout the place where i live
i am not a mean-spirited person
this is the only place where i can be totally honest about how i feel towards the world
they assume that all cos you don't do what they do you must be miserable
i have the opposite problem it seems
it's really not you
i didn't really have the option not to
not feminine in a modern way i suppose
human beings have always complicated things
i'm lacking in some ways i know
i always get in my own way
i can't imagine ever being able to forget all the stuff that i talk to myself about
i am not letting any of it go haha
i wouldn't be that strong of an artist if i didn't care about things as much as i do
i gotta create cos there are parts of me n this world that i hate
when you're in love or in hate you can't be talked down for shit
is it worth it to be angry even if it gets you nowhere
hate keeps you running around in circles
the only one they really hate is themselves